unspoken

To me:
that day was a haze of fog
lingering in the early midst of morning
my tears over flowed like dew
on a muggy day
the out come i remember clearly
it was complete deja vu
agony
everything i thought it would be
yet more
like the reflection of the forest
captured on the pure
unweighted water
your words cut and confused me
like the ripples you experience
when it rains
different
painful
unmercifully ripping my heart out of my chest no matter
how much I look at you with tortured eyes of what your doing
and yet
I did not fight back
even thought you tore every
ounce
of self-esteem
I ever built up
I let you
I gave up
Agonizing winds altered my autumn
to winter
dead
alone
sacrificed
but there is yet something
that consumes me
I never got to tell you
I won't give up
To this day our souls are
torn and jaded from the connection
hesitantly waiting for the
other
forever
but this day I'm certain will
never come
for you're with her
and I' alone
this game is not over
until
you are me
I am you
and
we are I