him

his face
my life
tears running down
my heart exploding with pain waiting to burst out of my chest
I wanted to take it all back
But no
i was done
i finally realized i was worth it
and i did it
i said good-bye to broken promises and forevers that never meant anything
Scared, unsure, and ready
freedom never felt so good
finally being surrounded by the one who meant it when they said
"i love you" or
"i will always be here for you"
that was the day
the day i realized
my mother was right
i never thought it possible
or that it would ever come this quickly
but that's life
unpredictable and mind bottling
many people always said
"You'll understand when your older"
but that summer
my whole life changed and i
unknowingly
grew up very quickly
i was strong
brave
and yet i'm so thankful
i hate him for what he did to me
but love him for who i am now
for the day my life changed.